January 11, 2012

  • Been up since 330. Going to work today. This is going to suck.

    Went to Patient First yesterday, apparently I've just got the cold that's been going around and the congestion has backed up into my ears. Yeah, that's pleasant.

    Last night I went to sleep without telling BF goodnight. I was super sleepy and I figured since he'd literally been keeping me at arms length (I tried to hug him a couple times and he tensed up) that he wouldn't want me spreading my germs (that's what it comes down to) to him by being in the same room or something. He hasn't stayed with me in the same room unless I've specifically asked, and even then only as long as he has to be. So apparently he thought I was mad at him (more hurt than mad, there's a difference) and slept on the couch last night. So when I got up at 330, saw he wasn't in bed I figured he just couldn't sleep, but no, he was asleep on the couch. So that made me even more hurt/upset, so I took my pillow and blanket in there and laid on the floor for a bit until he woke up and told me to go back to bed. I told him only if he went too, and he reluctantly went with me.

    Wasn't able to go back to sleep after that, so I got up and made a giant salad instead. Alarm will be going off in about 5 minutes, but at least I'm ahead of the game already this morning, right? Right?

    Oh god I Hope today goes by fast.